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ASHLAND
-- Painting has helped Alicia Mannix learn to appreciate accidents.
Not the sort of "oops"-inducing mishaps that have come
with raising three children -- tipped-over milk glasses, scraped-up
knees and food stained shirts, but an "oops" of a different
order -- the inspired accidents of artistic creation.
Working
freely with different media, Mannix's approach to painting is
based largely on the happenstance meetings of canvas, cloth, brooms,
brushes, sponges and other materials she uses in her artistic
process.
"When
you are using these objects you have much less control,"
she explains. "So, you are inducing accidents." This
playful sort of approach defines the technique that Alicia, who
lived in Klamath Falls for several years, calls Spontaneous Expressionism.
"I
am usually not pleased with preconceived images," she explains.
"I just start sketching things. I take paint and pastels
and forms come out of it. My process is to have no concern for
outcome."
Sitting
in her studio, she holds up a framed example. Although the texture
and color of the piece suggests the surface of a pink desert rock,
when she removes the glass frame it is clearly cardboard. She
rubbed glue onto the cardboard to create texture and then painted
over the top.
The
piece is only typical of Mannix's insofar as its creation was
based on a whim. In general, forms that emerge from her paintings
vary wildly and unpredictably. From one painting to the next,
the viewer is run through a gamut of impressions: Domestic and
maternal themes dominate a nativity series while exotic gestures
toward the far-away are hinted at in others.
The
pieces crowd together in her Ashland home -- less a suggestion
of a small house than of a profuse collection. Viewing them all
at once can be a dizzying experience; one is not sure where to
look with eye-catching hues and images beckoning from all directions.
When
asked if the images, despite their semi-haphazard creation, depict
her personal life in some way, Mannix is quick to respond, "Totally.
In fact when I really want to find out what is going on in my
life, I just start painting and the image tells me where I am
and if I'm going somewhere. Things just come up through colors
or images."
To
illustrate the concept, Alicia pulls out a piece she calls "House
Arrest." In the painting, a woman stands in her house and
gazes at the world that lay outside the window. "When I was
depressed and feeling trapped as a single mom, this painting came
up. It was just exactly what I was feeling at the time."
If
Mannix finds emotional orientation in the images that precipitate
from her approach, she also finds therapeutic value in the artistic
process itself -- especially when it comes to making last minute
changes on a piece.
Mannix
explains that, at times, the changes she feels compelled to make
seem like mistakes. She states mournfully, "The way it was
will never come up again so you have to transform it and grieve
what is lost." And this is where the life metaphor comes
in.
"It's
been incredible for me to experience the losses and the gains,
of ruining things and then -- most often than not -- something
I think I have ruined turns into something magnificent. Isn't
that a statement about life?
Mannix
dwells, then, in a place where the accidental event reigns supreme.
Chance meetings, unexpected turns, and "bad" brush strokes
form the staple of her art.
Sitting
on her couch, surrounded by her "accidents," Mannix
reflects on how she only started painting a couple of years ago.
Her life has changed since. She is now able to view upsetting
life experiences more artistically or, as she puts it, as "invitations
to something more incredible."
As
she speaks, her Dalmatian sits next to her seeming humorously
appropriate with the random smattering of brown spots covering
his body like flung paint. She smiles and pets him. "Two
years ago," confesses Alicia, "I didn't perceive this
process."
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